right now, all i wanna do is fly off to some deserted place. away from everything man. and probably pull xiangting with me or something lol. im pretty confused about what im feeling. feels like we are drifting more and more apart.. its no longer sMiLeY.. i think. but im not very sure also.. sigh. why like that? hmm valentine's day this year is pretty quiet.. ended school at 315 cos i skipped pe and went home then went grapevine with twain. of all days grapevine had extremely shit service that day which was pretty mood-spoiler. supposed to go to the park but in the end he had a headache so we just went home. thanks for the swan / bear / broken purple rose :) it's sitting on my display rack now. heh. thanks to xiangting for the rose too.. bryant for the cup.. arvin for the chocolate.. julia for the card.. and of cos who can forget cg18 for the chocs and cert-like-thing. btw the flower delivery thing between tj and vj is so rubbish lahz. i didnt get my flowers in the end cos vj planned to refund everyone without giving flowers. so shit right.. but anyway, thanks a million to jessie and jien. thought that counts huh? i think we should go out soon and meet up. its been too long since ive seen jessica. haha. sometimes i really dun understand my parents ah. they ask me dun get involved in anything too early. then when i came back early they were like "why are you back so early? mei you ren yao ah?" strange right? i think so too man. i think mr ng is so biased okay. i think he hates me to all cores lahz. he didnt give me marks for the parts i got correct lah. and he called me during lecture today!! argh im not even gonna talk about it anymore. spoil my mood only. hmph. im some student official thing for road run on sat. yay :) and today got the compulsary briefing which i waited 5hrs 15min for and it lasted for about 3min i think. i wanted to bang my head. but yeah, sorry to liming ah. i didnt know i had to get someone from beta house. oops. anyway, im giving the prizes to the person presenting the prize. not bad right? at least dun need to travel anywhere. everyone please run faster so u can (indirectly) receive prize from me. lol. i think qk is influencing me with all his crap. haha. today got some class test. it was okay i thought even though im probably gonna fail cos i screwed up all the signs. im starting to get the hang of mechanics. haha. i have make up pe to do. they went to do today without telling me to bring pe shirt loh! haha. im dead tired.
